girl by ava olsen

Do you see that girl

the one in the glass box

she longs to feel happiness

do you see that girl

the one with the painted face

she longs to feel loved

days of crying her eyes out till her face aches

her eyes are raw

then waking up the next morning like nothing has ever gone wrong

do you see that girl

that has become weak

but aches to be strong

girl

put your hand over your heart

and do you feel that

that is called purpose

for you mean more to me then you will ever know

your eyes are beautiful like the sea

you will be loved 

“i love you” she says

her bare skin touches his

their lips meet and she feels infinite

she could depart right now as she stares into

his eyes

no one knows how long she dreamed of a love like this

she waited all her life to feel this way

beautiful in anothers embrace

the nights spent alone

so cold from the inside

crying

erased

“i love you, too” he whispers to her

he feels her bare skin 

his lips brush his sweethearts neck

he could depart right now as he

stares into her eyes

the nights spend with meaningless conversations, putting up walls from pride

wishing to cry

too afraid to show his weakness, for fear of not being a man

erased

and so they layed

and looked at the stars

when she met him, she realized why the stars shine

and never cease

 why they shine the brightest on the darkest nights

because even though we are imperfect

someone out there is perfect

for us

people

think the worst feeling is sadness

is depression

 is despair

is loneliness

id beg to differ

when you sit in your room for hours with your head in your hands

when your face is stiff and aches from blankness

searching for words to say yet too weak to let them croak from your thought

so I’d say

the most painful feeling is not knowing how you feel

not able to pinpoint how you are doing

not being able to answer a friends question “how are you?”

i am not happy

i am not sad

i am empty

and thats the worst feeling